What's The #Backstory? ft. Duan & Q - Episode 71

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Yo Q what up?

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Man I'm keeping it real what up Duan?

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Welcome

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just music

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where we keep it real

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man what you got for us today?

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man uh you know uh shout out to everybody been checking out you know the homosols man we been doing

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you know giving us uh input and you know opinions of what they think uh i want to shout those people

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out um we talked about recently uh about a about a lady that uh had got you know killed a teenager

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that was trying to break into her uh housing this was a government housing um they put they ended

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up putting her out a victim because she had a weapon and she wasn't supposed to have weapons

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but this is going into the topic that i want to talk about uh you know basically about uh

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the backstory of everything you know the situations like us as people got to start looking at the

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backstory you know i'm saying what i mean by that is for example uh what leads up to uh these

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situations or our situation what leads up to that you know i'm saying like i think a lot of people

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leave those small big things out you know i'm saying because for one a lot of decisions that

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you make puts you in the position you are now currently so we got to talk about that because

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that's the only way we're going to help each other and help ourselves so um i was just talking about

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you know uh you know me you were talking about you know like the government for example um

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democrats and republicans you know how i feel like uh democrats are more um they give power

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to the people they give more power to the people i feel um republicans are more like tight like

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know what we say go and you know i'm saying it's a dictatorship you know i'm saying um

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and i think uh the the problem i have with democrats is when you give people power

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you you you might give them too much power some people don't know how to use power the right way

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you know sometimes it sometimes power handicaps people it babies them you know i'm saying uh make

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some more irresponsible you know uh because like i was saying you sometimes we can be our own worst

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enemy you know i'm saying so uh yeah man that's that's basically what i wanted to get into man um

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just the backstory you know and counting and being accountable and stuff like that um i know we talked

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on a light bro uh what what backstories added that that a backstory uh goes a long way goes a long way

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um instances instances that happen in life teach you the next phase in most cases a lot of people

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don't get it uh due to their upbringing so you got people who been living i ain't gonna even say my

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age i'm 40 i mean i ain't gonna say people that are my age i'm 40 so let's say people that's like

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60 years old right yeah and some people like well they 60 years old but they act like they

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a child they act like they're a child or you know they're like responsibilities ain't nothing yeah

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and you can tell a lot of times what's going on with certain certain people you can't certain

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people you can't because some people can hide and mask some of that stuff they go through yeah but

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those ones just like that's let's just say somebody that's going through something

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you 60 years old right yeah let's say you got seven kids and out of these seven kids

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she didn't raise any of them right yeah the daddy wasn't in none of them life right yeah so do you

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think that that family is going to see or go through things of the norm absolutely not

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and it's if you don't got no pictures if you ain't got no example yeah how you gonna yeah how you

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gonna do it yeah and that's why i you know some people it's so sad though you can see it you're

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like okay i already see that they're going through something they already got problems they genuinely

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have problems and they don't talk about they won't talk about it they won't open up about it they

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won't make a thing of oh you know this is this is a uh thing i need to work on because they don't see

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it as a problem you know when they want to talk about it when an issue comes up yeah something

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happens or something dramatic happens that's when we want to address it then go back be like whoa

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okay why does it take all that and it should it should and and and now even me you know i look at

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certain things that i was taught as a child you know everything that i was taught as a child some

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people may feel that it wasn't right some people may feel that it was wrong but who is one to say

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one to another how their story how their story went how who am i to judge you for that because

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you were born to somebody that was supposed to nurture you take care of you get you going in that

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direction right but what if you didn't have it where the mama went now you got you got to you

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got to educate yourself yeah and you got to start making decisions uh on your own yeah you know i'm

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saying yeah and like we were talking about sometimes you might slip up but trial and error you know i'm

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saying that's that's important too sometimes you learn from mistakes i was just talking to you

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saying yeah if i knew what i knew then what i know now i probably wouldn't have did it he was like

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nah you you had to go through that to get to this point exactly you know i'm saying so um

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no i'm not saying go out make dumb decisions you know i'm saying but just know you're probably

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gonna slip up here and there but learn from them because i mean and that's why i'm not hard on

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bad fathers like there are bad mothers because if you you got to look at like i said the backstory

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if they didn't have a father in their life how can they know how it is to be a father a great father

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exactly a perfect father sometimes it's gonna take you know growth you know what i'm saying exactly

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like some people didn't have that but we we'll look over that and just be like he's a bad father

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he's this and that she's a horrible mother but we don't know the backstory you know what i'm saying

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so you know it's not saying they're bad it's just they got to grow into that you know i'm saying

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sometimes more than longer than other people and and now i looked at you know i was looking at

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let's just say a backstory for for for what we have going on right yeah like me and you we we

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we started off as a certain situation right well it's music then it's a different situation now

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so there's a situation of a backstory that comes along with how things progress that kind of goes

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for anybody too though friendships homeboys from the hood you know i'm saying uh bros that you

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done known for for however long you know people tied into organizations people you go to school

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with again but like i said it's it's a thing of it's it's a story to what y'all were if they're in

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your life or not in your life you know what i'm saying because it might be you know or that's just

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i hate to say that's just my baby mama or that's just my baby daddy but you gained something from

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that but you gained experience thank you lesson from that that's a story you know what i'm saying

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you got to turn you got to look at it like that instead of looking at the bad and what you don't

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have try to look at what you gained from that that because that's gonna make the time go by

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and make you happy and more at peace with yourself you know what i'm saying like try to look at the

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good and even though it turned out bad look at the good the benefits you got from that and that's

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all yeah i think that goes to with with uh the growth and development of people too like you just

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said the the part that even if it's something even if they're not in your life yeah they might have

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learned you might have learned something from them absolutely to move to the next level it might be a

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good lesson it might be a bad lesson who knows but a lesson is a lesson and it's good to learn

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facts from from all the trash and all the good trash because there's good trash too because they

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mean this is not bad it wasn't it wasn't the case of it was all bad that's why i say it's good trash

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so you got good parts of it then you got trash parts of it but it taught you balance you know

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because some people don't uh as they say some the mesh people don't mesh well uh and can i say

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something yeah i feel like some situations come to get you uncomfortable i think a lot of people

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are comfortable in the situations they in you know i'm saying so it take a bad situation to make them

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you know try to try to be more bold or step out and try this or try that when they wouldn't have

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tried it you know because they were comfortable with how things work and that's another thing i

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take from my experience is like i was a little too comfortable you know and thinking taking not taking

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life serious like you know but uh if you look at life like it could end today you know what i'm

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saying are you happy with how things are like and what you accomplish and all that so when i got in

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my situation that brought that eager of just trying to get things done while i could because

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you know situations show you like tomorrow ain't promise ain't none of this promise you know i'm

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saying like be gone yeah so so you look at it like that if i lead today that i do what i wanted to do

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are close to what i wanted to do you know i'm saying like all my goals so and that's raising

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the bar i think raising the bar for you know growth again there's character bro yeah that that it comes

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with your with your story you know yeah um i think a lot of people too need to look at that more so

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sometimes before you open up your mouth before you before you explode your mouth and your thoughts

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and your feelings on somebody about somebody how how about you take that one little second to make

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sure you're not out stepping some boundaries to or to a situation that you could actually help

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yeah because it could be something that you could even if it's it could be a dude or a female i mean

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it don't have to be you know however just it could be either listen to somebody's story sometimes

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because you can ask somebody what's wrong everything okay you good you know yeah i'm just

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trying to check on you know i don't i don't know you like that but you know i'm just saying you know

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i just want to ask you because you know you just came out rather aggressive you know i'm just i'm

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a cool dude i'm a calm guy and we need to get to that point where we just communicating yeah and

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not looking at everything like it's an argument or like you know that's growth you look at it

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it's like it's growth you know what i'm saying uh the main thing is not the argument the main thing

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is coming to a resolution and understanding that's that's really what it's about because we are gonna

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mess up definitely like i said it's about getting it right i don't care more about like the action

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anymore i care about the resolution how we gonna fix this now that's the main thing you know i'm

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saying so you gotta look at that man you know i was thinking to thinking too about that that guy

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um that jumped over that court over that over that judge's uh stand yeah and and went at that woman

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again you know it's it's to see it's like one of the most hilarious situations to see it but i saw

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the whole video yeah and i finally saw it too i didn't you were looking at it differently to if

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you saw it from that beginning but the backstory did it yeah and i was like okay because that's all

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everybody wanted to show was that part i was like man what happened but that's prime example yeah

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we'll be talking about yeah you know what i'm saying because they just made it like this dude

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this dude just jumped over the counter superman it wasn't it was built though she she was rubbing

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it in his face man like the whole time and you gotta think about it like man it's new years i

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don't know if this happened new years or close to the end of last year but man and then you say oh

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he gonna have to learn like you embarrassing the man you know he already know he done messed up

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so i imagine how he was feeling you know what i'm saying to make him do that boy that embarrassment

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boy and it it comes like it comes with a story you know what was he feeling before he got there

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what he done been feeling all year what he done been feeling all last year what he done been

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feeling for the past five years what he done been feeling since he done did that preach and you know

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a judge is only gonna be a judge for us here on earth and that's the bad part

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and once somebody i don't care again just listening to him talk when he gave when he was talking to her

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man well that's that last statement you can tell he humbled himself all the way down just to say

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and it's like she did not hear that one cry it was a cry honestly it was a cry for him

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cry for help it was a plead look i don't want to be on probation no more just that's all i don't

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want to be on probation if it was tears that's what it would have been but at the same time

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missing the backstory the backstory to it people we we we don't know it and we don't know it

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enough been through and that's the that's the thing we don't know and so we until we get that point

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get to that point where we focus on the backstory nothing is gonna change yeah it's like putting a

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band-aid over open wound exactly we gotta get to the head cut get to the root of the problem

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you know i'm saying instead of just covering up okay so that's what's been going on a lot of

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covering up everybody want to cover up don't want to talk about this to talk about but like man like

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like cap williams said 2024 is a year to it exposed man you know i'm saying right and wrong you know

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i'm saying it's time to because that's the only way we gonna save the world and save people if we

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tell the truth even if it don't look good yeah you gotta tell the truth man yeah so i'm gonna say

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i'm gonna say this and you know i've had one great life at getting to go through stuff man

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and i was talking to my parents earlier rather than emotional conversation but at the same time

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it's difficult to go through stuff but at the same time it's so difficult to go through it but

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you're gaining so many knowledge bro it's putting you in up it's making you stronger

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you know and i was thinking i was talking to you know about the the situation of death and how

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people die and you know nobody is prepared for a mother to die nobody's prepared for a father to die

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nobody's prepared for a father to die nobody's prepared for a father to not be here nobody's

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prepared for a mother to not be here for a brother to not be here a sister not be here

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cousin family friend you know you're not ready for it and once it happens once it happens it

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it gives you such big growth or space of growth to either i'm gonna allow this to either take me out

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or i'm gonna allow this to make me better make me stronger you know i've seen instances where

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somebody couldn't take it died off due to hurt due to pain due to destroy due to you know

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you lose somebody you don't know what you're gonna do and to be like i told told them you

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told them you know just to be able just to wake up just every day open the refrigerator yeah you know

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actually you get limbs yeah you wake up like that's i'm saying now right mind yeah now that i'll get

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i've gained so much and especially bro you look at we was just talking about christmas right yeah

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yeah we didn't even give each other gifts in this house like that the only gifts we got were very

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minimal very little but at the same time y'all give 365 days we've day and we learned that that

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part is so superficial if you ain't buying stuff but until christmas time that's overrated yeah

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bro this is that's the white man's holiday i don't care straight up straight up straight up

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and and and the thing of it is i gradually my soul didn't sit well with christmas the old i got

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yeah it was this one day not that i'm trying to be cheap but it's just i never got the excitement i

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the excitement love like bro we do this every day if my kids call me and say they need this

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i should just be able to get it to them it don't mean christmas everyday christmas yeah

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yeah every day is considerably a christmas supposed to be if it's the case in your mouth

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give it to your shelter you know a place to stay clothes on your back shoes on your feet

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yep you know i'm saying waking up putting you on the school bus making sure you making good grade

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all that is is is christmas man that's christmas yeah better than christmas you know i'm saying

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so i don't i don't fool with that white man holiday i'm thankful you know what i'm saying but

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that's the white man holiday and it gets it'll get uh and people get offensive when i say oh it'll

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get overlooked you know it'll definitely get overlooked but you know most of those most of

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those uh criterias of of of dance there go another situation of a backstory backstory christmas is

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really jacked up preach the way we look at and i don't care what y'all feel y'all say is not

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jesus's now y'all don't believe in jesus no look it's jesus's birthday first off let's let's let's

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be real let's be honest that is not a situation to take lightly this is this is considerably

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jesus's birthday and we turn jesus's birthday into our own personal day like we pose a receive the

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blessings thank you but we receive but god blesses us all them other days all those other days after

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the year 365 days that just shows how selfish and that's just talking about makes you look at

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like we were just talking about wake up every day right yeah and look at how selfish like you just

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said selfish selfish sad everything had gotten done all year one day come and then when you don't do

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it you leave one thing out you're the worst person alive and the ability the ability to change the

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course of this stuff is so so within a household you know and and we're willing to take things to

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the next level and making it be that because the only way somebody gonna understand it is

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by doing yeah what are you gonna how you gonna change it like okay we've already received this

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backstory for you again christmas is very overrated all i really wanted some socks i

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didn't got to that point all i wanted some socks man just give me some socks and so anyway i'm good

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i'm happy with that i ain't want nothing bro and if you don't and if you look and if you don't get

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me nothing at all just because the case of like i said i woke up man i get up sometimes now man i

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just be like whoo i'm up like that's this is my this is a moment to be happy this is a moment to

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be gratified this is a moment to to be to be in a good place a good vibe with just because you woke

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up now imagine how many people that's already gone or on their way to be gone gone they can't do this

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they can't get up can't jump up but that's something we gotta learn on our own as people

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like you know that's a happiness that we can bring instead of trying to wait make other people make

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us happy what you just said is a reason to be happy you know i'm saying and christmas honestly

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i've gotten to the point where i like in my life regardless like if nobody don't get me this i'm

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gonna get it because i'm gonna work for it i don't have the mindset of waiting on somebody to give me

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something i ain't never been like this so i like my mindset is already if i want it i'm gonna get

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it so i ain't tripping it such and such don't buy me this or that i'm gonna get it you know

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i'm saying like from all hard work or whatever i gotta do to get it so bro like you know i'm

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saying the backstory yeah backstory what makes a person the way they are and you know i'm saying

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let downs and bro it builds character it does it builds great character it builds it i have i have

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two aspects um i'm gonna speak on this and we can be on it's a thing of that backstory and now

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the future you know two two aspects to look at even with the future the future is gonna be a

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backstory soon facts make sure that the whole situation of yourself your goals your family

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whatever comes along with your family all you don't at the top god don't forget to keep that

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source keep your source can keep the connection with that source if nothing else make sure you

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keep god in your life that's the only thing that's gonna hold all this make sure you keep god in your

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life like that's a situation where a lot of us really fail because we don't want to keep god in

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the life we want to wait to the to the storm even in the storm even in the rain even in the sunshine

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all the time it should be a thing of you should be thankful for what god has and you know can i say

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this yeah when we say put god in your life we're not talking about the church we talking about

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personally putting that man up there first because i think we look i'm gonna get on there a lot of

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us look for god and people preachers churches stuff like that now we talking about a personal

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relationship with god you know what i'm saying not saying that to my churches out there but 2024

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get that personal relationship whether it don't take going to church to get that personal relationship

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with god you got to get that in check first because that's what i realized i was going to

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the church and stuff first before really gaining a personal relationship with god and you know it's

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not gonna work you know you can't look for god and the good and people you know i'm saying like you

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got to actually put god first and god will dictate and lead into like i wasn't developed yet he got

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to develop you you know i'm saying you got to be fully developed before you can say i'm saved you

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know i'm saying you got to really get go through that development and and and touch that backstory

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like we've been talking about go back backtrack and fix it i'm saying and that's that's the that's the

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the future that's what creates the future right there and when you get to that future and as i

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say remember there is that next part after you completed that future and then made that future

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become the past in the backstory remember if it's a good backstory or a bad backstory remember it's

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what created you is what made you you is what made you be who you wanted to be is what made you be

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unique it might have been a bad person it might made you a bad person might have made you a sour

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person but you remember you can bounce back from either one of these any you could be in a good

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place and then be in a bad place remember that it's not bad ain't went away yet okay because we

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learned a lot of stuff a lot of stuff that looked good and was dressed up nicely was toe up from the

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floor we learning that yeah about things and people yep a lot of people that you glorified

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and looking at like they had it going on didn't have nothing going on yeah was toe up behind

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closed doors so you know don't don't looks can be deceiving yeah don't don't look don't look too much

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on the outer look look look in the end you know i'm saying and like i said that backstory dig up

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that backstory yeah because that's what make a person that's your true dna and you can't run from

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you cover it up like i say you put in the band-aid over open wound yeah you're still gonna be you're

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still gonna be that same person you're gonna still see that blood put you in the suit put some money

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on you you're still gonna be that same person so you might as well face it somebody says you still

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see the blood through the band-aid it ain't even went nowhere yet man and that's that's that's i mean

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i'm gonna say this uh if if we had one thing that we could correct personally and this just think

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about a moment in your life if you had one moment that you could correct that you could say or fix

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in your mind like okay man i thought what i did this then i would have been so much in a better

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place that is what i mean that's the feeling i got a plenty if you have that feeling you're

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getting somewhere that means you're gaining very very good knowledge you're not learning stuff

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that's gonna make you a bad off understanding what you messed up yeah and that's what we want to do

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yeah we're not if we're not understanding that part bro like i i it's scary to be around you

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bro like i i it's scary to be around people they ain't learning from their mistakes man like

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it's like they're gonna keep repeating yeah repeating yeah they ain't gonna never be

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accountable for themselves scared i always blame the other there you go scared to blame they say

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yeah i can't take people like that seriously is never to blame they say they never see nothing

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they do wrong it's always somebody else they never want to be accountable for their actions and it's

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it's so many things that could you could learn and gain from your own mistakes again

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what if you haven't gained nothing and this is the last time i'm saying is we said this a bunch of

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times if you haven't learned one more time if you not learning hit it bro if you have not learned

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from those mistakes from your ugly from your ugly ugly backstory i will pray for you right now god

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bless these people let's have a moment of silence with these ugly backstories lord please get them

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through it in the future hurry up lord i ain't saying i ain't rushing you but hurry up because

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they need you they need you amen that's my that's my cry lord thank you amen anyway though nobody

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has the right to get off of this one i got a few minutes left um yeah it's a good topic good

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subject i don't want anybody to get off thinking like oh he's trying to be funny or down no it's

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not down talking bro hey look the truth don't need to be explained bro it's it's it's a lot of us that

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needs i mean me myself even friends around me it's a lot more fixing a lot of us can do

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it's a lot more fixing man um and and hopefully uh as the years go along as we all get older

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we can see that and we know that and again uh it's a new year 24 um we off to a great start um

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it's not slow we're still in the first week um and there's a lot of things that we plan to do um

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fast friday is coming back it shall be back very very sooner than you shall think um and tomorrow

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it should be out that should be the case because this shall be out today's thursday um so again

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tomorrow fast friday we're putting that together um so we got weeks and weeks of that to come

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back in rotation man you know taking it day by day i'm sure i'm sure a lot of people have been

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looking and wondering when when shall we put out something well finally we we're here here it is

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um also i'm gonna be starting a podcast series i that i want to call from the bottom um this shall

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be strictly audio it's not gonna be like how we do this style podcast and where we're sitting in

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front of cameras this should just be straight up freestyle audio um talking about topics that are

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exactly as i'm saying from the bottom stuff that different situations i mean i could have a couple

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people call in or talk to a few people about just doing things from the bottom like starting from

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the bottom or starting from a place where especially in 24 because there's a lot of people at the bottom

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right now i'm gonna touch some people there's a lot of people at the bottom right now and i know it

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i know it i know it i feel it go we we're all going through it and so again um merch if you're on the

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website hit those three lines go down to the store um and i need to switch this up some too but right

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now go down to the store hit the hit the store tab go to the store tab click on those shirts there's

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some shirts right there in your face um it's gonna take you over to the merch store let's get some

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let's get some uh merch moving y'all help us out here um and it's not helping us out it's more so

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let's gain let's make some connections with each other um it's gonna be a lot of stuff to come

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in the future along with merch as well but again right now we're in the t-shirts right now so again

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the t-shirts is what we're pushing what we're selling um next is uh bro you got anything you

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want to you you tell people about the movie are you good to go yeah quincey maria the movie is

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out quincey murder.com the movie man uh y'all go support that if you can um uh right now that's

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what i'm pushing um the podcast thing uh we back um that's the one i said you know get that merch

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not just music podcast.com y'all make sure y'all get your t-shirt man some nice t-shirts

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i started rocking them on these you know so y'all can see it you know saying so yeah we gotta put

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them together too so the next thing too so yeah we in full motion y'all 24 let's get it so um

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again i'm djuan burrito quincey murdoch in the building as always and we will see you next time out