Did You Read The Directions? ft Duan & Q - Episode 79

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Yo Q what up?

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Man I'm keeping it real what up the what?

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Welcome

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to not

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just music

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where we keep it real

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and honest

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and honest always

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What's going on? It's your boy

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Dwayne Moreno from Not Just Music Podcast

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Quincy Murdock in the building as always

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What's going on?

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What's happening? What's the business? What's the business?

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Another Thursday

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Good people

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That's the business

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And we are well off into the

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month of March

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New money

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New money

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This month shall be a month

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of gloriousness because

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coming off of last month I'm just feeling

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very very very elated especially

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being a black man

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that's able to do things like what I'm

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doing right now

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and talking to you people from a distance

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but I'm in your face at the same time

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So

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That's nice I like that one

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We are

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We are definitely

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We are definitely one of

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many podcasters

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in

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a podcast that

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have a platform

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that is consistent

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that is available

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that is worthy

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of doing things like this

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It's not a lot

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It's a lot of trying

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Put time and energy efforts in

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and it didn't go anywhere

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It's not a

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thing for

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week

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It's a lot of learning to do

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It's a lot of

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studying

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It's not like a thing of just

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coming here and just sitting down

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It's a lot of studying that I do that goes into it

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I actually forgot my loud talk today but

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I'm going to get out it

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It's going to be off the top of my head

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as much as I can but it's

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really a topic that I can really get into

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Now here is

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Here's the new month of March

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Now to

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get from last month

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to this month

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took some time

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took some energy, took some effort

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I had a lot come up

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especially with

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technical, well I'm not going to say just technical

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just the whole situation of just

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making sure that everything is running

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well especially for recording

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and putting recordings

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together and things like that I've been

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consistently just teaching myself things

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in class with a new system that I'm using

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that we're recording on now

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took me some time to get to this but

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it taught me a valuable lesson

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and in that lesson

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is the case of

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factors and what things you do

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to show

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and approve

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of time and not only just

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approving of this time

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what are you learning?

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So I really

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want to talk about

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lessons

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learned

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in most cases

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your lesson is probably going to be learned due to

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a hard time but sometimes it's not due to a hard time

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sometimes it's due to something that was very good

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a lot of the times

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especially like I said with what I was doing

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what my situation was the first time

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I tried to do this recording is

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I didn't have the right equipment

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didn't have the right equipment, didn't have the proper things

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to be able to

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efficiently

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do what I wanted

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to do as far as like I say

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recording, now let me explain

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this is something that a lot of us

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do daily in life

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period

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we have that vision

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we have that idea but we cannot

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put it together

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with, don't know how to get it started

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we don't know how to get it off the ground

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it meets, it has a meeting point

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but it's just like okay well wait a minute

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did I miss something?

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A to B to C to D

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now this is what

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made me think about it

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now when I got this system

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like the first thing I thought about

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man this thing ain't gonna work

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it's gonna, you know, I'm gonna hook the cameras up

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to it and it's gonna do everything

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that I needed to do

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well got it, didn't even take the

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time to even like take the time to learn

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the system, I just kinda just

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I hooked it up but it again

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and trial and error

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something had went bad

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ugly, ugly

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it got ugly so the first one I had

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actually malfunctioned

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I actually had to send it back

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not only did I have to send it back

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one thing I had a situation

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with it too is that

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I had to say I had the wrong components

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I had a hard drive

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a hard disk drive that was

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I mean it was compatible but it wasn't

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able to record camera feed

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audio all this stuff coming out of this

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one little console

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and kicking it back to save it

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onto a hard drive

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it did not do what it was supposed to

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fast forward to the cameras, the cameras

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I mean had a nice view but

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the situation of I had the

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cameras that do not allow for a

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clean HDMI

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feed so the video feed

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the camera components for taking video

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or camera shots and things like that

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a good big disaster

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a good big disaster

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a great lesson though

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I learned a lot in that one

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those good two days

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actually two days but more so two weeks

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it taught me to really

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and this is for anything, anybody doing

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anything, look into

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the job, look into

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the instructions

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don't just go buy a

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bookshelf for your room

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and that bookshelf going to be too big or too small

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for your room, look at the details

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read about it

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stop looking at the picture

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and be like man that looks nice

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and I'm going to get it in and I'm going to just like get straight to work

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with it or put it straight up or

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you know I said the R word, uh oh

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that's like medicine, some people don't like

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to take that medicine, reading

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that's the biggest

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part of this, the reason why I said

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you know

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what are you doing to make

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use of what

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you have, meaning are you educating

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yourself or are you just kind of getting

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by with it, you say last episode

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you say we rich at our hands right

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this is the way

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we're teaching you, you gotta be rich in your

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mindset, you gotta be rich in

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the mind, you know what I'm saying

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the mindset is nothing that can stop

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you once you rich in it, they come

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they join, so your mindset

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if your mindset is there

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and then you have the physical

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that comes along with it

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you put these two things together

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it's going to be like the most dominating

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thing you can have, cause your mind

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tells your body what to do, if your mind

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says not to quit

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and be happy and not depressed

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and learn and read then that's what you're

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going to do, the mind controls

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everything, easy, it's

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can look at a picture

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it's easy to look at a picture

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and be like yeah that's doable

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but then when you read it

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read the directions that's behind

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it, it changes your whole outlook on

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the thing, it's like a cake right

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the whole outlook on the

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thing, cut that thing open, like I had

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to look, even, and then go back to talk about

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the system, there's so many

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components to this system but it's so simplistic

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out this world, but

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there are so many pieces

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that I needed to be able to

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get it to this point

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it took a lot of

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brain work, it took a lot of test

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trials, like I

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get up and just like work on this like

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for two hours

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three hours, and it

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ain't even the case of like I was doing something that was like

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effective but I was just touching

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it, recording stuff

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building on to it, to find ways

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that I could say I'm going to use this thing

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to the best of my ability

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same thing as I feel like with some of us

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even with it, even it could be

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a relationship. I'm about to get right

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into that man, how you

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like how you

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how you learn the equipment, why don't

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you learn your spouse, you learn your partner

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go ahead, talk about it, you know what I'm saying

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instead of us wanting

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to throw a relationship away

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throw a person away

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why won't we try to study them

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learn them

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and operate it the right way

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you know what I'm saying, learn them

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you know

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learn them, fix it

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work with it, adjust it

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tune it, it might just need a little tune up

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but once you get that thing working

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boom

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you know what I'm saying, so yeah

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I put this with people

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I put this with people

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yeah, that's what we need, and patience

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be patient

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I like this, I want to say this

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patience

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we've talked about the whole

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situation of you know

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educating, making ourselves

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a whole

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light on another level

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and it's not like

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as a relationship

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let me go say this now, now let me talk about the system

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the system I was saying you know

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you got this system right, and then you

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reading about the system and it's like

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okay wait a minute

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this ain't what I was, you know

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this ain't what I thought it was going to be, so like

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you just said, so you got this

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beautiful individual in front of you

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it just, it looks wonderful

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it looks great, you know

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on paper, you know, on picture, it looks wonderful

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then

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a year later

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that beautiful, wonderful

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person just don't look as beautiful anymore

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because you read it

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now you done read it, it hit you a different

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way, don't look the same no more

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so what you gonna do? Talk to them

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so now

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you get to this point

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where you're in, and you're like

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okay you know what

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I didn't think about any

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of this because it just looked so

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good in the beginning, what do I do now?

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you didn't study them, you didn't learn them

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so with the system as I said

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I read it, and the more I read it

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and the more I put time in with

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what I read, the better and

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better it became, so the same way

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in a relationship, it's not perfect

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a relationship is not supposed

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to be perfect, and I'm gonna be honest

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too, anything, if it's a job

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whether if you're playing basketball

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whether if you're a football player, whether if you're

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a baseball player

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whatever profession you're doing, whether if you're a light

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guy, whether if you're a microphone guy

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whether if, I mean, what are you working

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a 9 to 5, working on them

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on them a seat, pick your job, pick your

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forklift, driver, or

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whatever it is, a lawn mower

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you're gonna have to learn it, and you're gonna have to learn how to operate it

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biggest thing you can do

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is take the time

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read it, or whatever

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it is, put

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your hands on it, hands on

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put your hands on it, same thing

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put your hands on these things

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and

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it's not saying you gotta love it

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learn it

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learn it, learn

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it, I mean

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what more can you do

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to set yourself up to be in a better position

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and learn something

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see, the scariest thing that I feel

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what I feel

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terrified by is when I get to a point

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where I'm not learning something anymore

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that takes me

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that, relationships

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that's gonna take you a long way

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in a relationship

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your personal

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your personal life, just check this out

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you learn a lot about yourself

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I'll give you a good example, you're learning something from yourself

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right?

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some people get to a point where

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they don't know how bad off on something

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they are until it hits them

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meaning

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let me make an example

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so

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just say you're

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one of those type people

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that are not so savvy with money

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right?

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say you get a check, right?

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when you get paid

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you spend

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your whole entire check and not think about

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budgeting one dollar out of it, right?

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eventually

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your mentality is

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going to tell you, you know what

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I might need to save some money

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why?

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because of the situation

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what are you doing with the check?

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as soon as I get a check, I'm gonna go

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to the look store

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I'm gonna go to the grocery store

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I'm gonna go

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to the outfit for this weekend

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some shoes for this weekend

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you ain't thought about your bills

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you ain't thought about your

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I hate to say this, that's why I think

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prison works in a lot of cases

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because in prison you ain't got nothing to do

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but guess what?

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learn yourself

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you ain't got nothing to do but learn yourself

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like you just said, learn yourself

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you gonna learn yourself

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you gonna learn your flaws

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you gonna learn what you like, what you don't like

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because it's nothing to do, that's all you got time to do

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so I'm not pushing

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prison but I'm pushing

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prison type

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type lifestyles that I think

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will help, you know what I'm saying? something that'll make people

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have to sit and learn

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like lock them in a room

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you learn yourself

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because that's another thing too, cause

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a lot of us don't know ourselves

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how can we try to fix something

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and help somebody else if we don't

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can't fix and help ourselves

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that's what I'm saying, so

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that's another thing man, learn yourself

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learn your flaws, learn your good points

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your bad points, what you can work on

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you know what I'm saying

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then you'll be able to handle everybody else's flaws

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and that's the

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success part right there

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so just like with that

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to add on to that, just like I said

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I took this system

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and

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I dealt with it

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I figured it out, I understood it

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and honestly it makes you

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it's gratifying

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to be able to get to a point

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where you're in tune

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with something

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in tune, you know

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whatever, if it's the job

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if you're on the forklift, you know

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you work on the forklift, you become

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you get on it every single day, you ride around

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on it every single day, you pickin' up stuff with it

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every single day, eventually it's gonna become such an easy

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thing for you to do

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same thing with your life

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same thing with your relationships

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same thing, like

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if the mentality

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you have is to

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conquer something and to be

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do it at the best

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and the highest level, you'll get there

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can I say something else?

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consistency

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another one, you gotta

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be consistent, we started out by saying

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you stay consistent at what

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you do, you know what I'm saying

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your studying ways, your habits

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your good habits, stay consistent with it

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that

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that takes

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that part

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what you say, never

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wanting to not learn

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wanting to learn more and more every day

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that's part of being consistent, you know what I'm saying

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wanting to learn something new

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not being comfortable with what you know, but wanting to get

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even better

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or achieve even greater heights, you know what I'm saying

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and that's what

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that keeps the mind fresh, you know what I'm saying

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that keeps the body going

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like that, you're just hungry

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for more

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that consistency

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takes a lot of

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discipline

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I think that's like

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one thing that I've really

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propelled myself

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into, especially the past

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two years, is just to be

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consistent

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it's not easy either, but we not seeing it

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it's not a thing

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you have to get to a point where you're just

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doing it, if you can get to a point where

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you're just doing it, even if you mess

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up, even if it takes time

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even if you got a start over on

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something, don't beat yourself up

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just be consistent

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once the consistency comes, you ain't gonna

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even think about the mess ups

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if you mess up, if you drop it

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like a football player, if he fumbles

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the ball, guess what

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that's just that one time

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most of my blessings came

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from misfortunes

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most of my blessings came

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from things not

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turning out the right way

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me learning from that, and then it turning

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into gold

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every no

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sometimes a no

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is a yes that you gonna need in the future

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that no is gonna be a yes

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that you might need in the future

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so

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the underdog story

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you take them trials and tribulations

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make them, make it gold

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your winning season

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learn from it

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I had

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a

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close friend that

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that's one thing I learned from

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him

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especially about being consistent

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if you're not

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and this is the case

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tying yourself in with folk

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that's consistent too

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really helps, because if you see somebody

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be consistent

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you're eventually going to pick up

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on those

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those same habits

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a good habit is consistency

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that is not a bad thing

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a good habit is consistency

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if you can get yourself to a point

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every single day

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wake up, do the same

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exact thing

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do the same exact thing

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clearly to the point where

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you're like, okay you know what

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I can just wake up

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and it just goes

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it just happens

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nobody's perfect though

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but again, you get up

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you got your routine, you go get your coffee

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take a shower, whatever it is

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take a shower, get out, get your coffee

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go get ready for work, get your coffee

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go out the door, you consistently do that

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day in, day out

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day in, day out, whatever how many hours

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you work in a week, you get to the point where you're like

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you know what, I've worked this, I'm working 60 hours

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I'm working 50 hours, the more consistently

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you do that, the more you're

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you're locking in

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you're just locking yourself into something

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there's nothing wrong with that

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you have to work

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you have to work

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there's nothing wrong with doing the consistency

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thing of going to work every single day

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because it teaches you discipline

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no matter what, because if the case of you going to work

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every single day, that means that with everything else you do

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you were trying to do or you're going to put effort into that

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it's going to be consistent

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it's not going to be a thing of

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oh, I'm going to just happen every here and there

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no, you do it every single day

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it's going to happen

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eventually your mindset is going to be

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oh, I didn't do this today

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and that's a good thing

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because that means you're consistent

579
00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:44,000
your brain has been trained to do things

580
00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:46,000
not only as in

581
00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:48,000
a short term, but all the time

582
00:19:48,000 --> 00:19:50,000
day in, day out

583
00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:52,000
so again, like I was saying though, back to the system

584
00:19:52,000 --> 00:19:54,000
you know, I said

585
00:19:54,000 --> 00:19:56,000
to feel that completion

586
00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,000
there's a variety

587
00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:02,000
you can go many ways with this topic

588
00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:04,000
yeah

589
00:20:04,000 --> 00:20:06,000
your mindset

590
00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:08,000
if your mind

591
00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:10,000
and I just think about if my mindset was messed up

592
00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,000
from the jump

593
00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:14,000
that first time that it went bad

594
00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:18,000
and I remember myself

595
00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:20,000
saying to myself, you know, like

596
00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:22,000
oh well, it happened

597
00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:24,000
and

598
00:20:24,000 --> 00:20:26,000
not the wine, I know

599
00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:28,000
the mindset has always been figured out

600
00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:30,000
so even at the same time

601
00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:32,000
I lost the computer as well

602
00:20:32,000 --> 00:20:34,000
around that time frame

603
00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:36,000
so a lot of stuff was hitting me out of nowhere

604
00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,000
so I was really at that point where I was like

605
00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:40,000
okay, here's that standstill

606
00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:42,000
here I'm sitting still trying to figure out how to keep going

607
00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:44,000
how to keep this moving

608
00:20:44,000 --> 00:20:46,000
without stopping

609
00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:48,000
but again, sometimes you do have

610
00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:50,000
that moment where you really have to slow down

611
00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:52,000
and stop just to get it all back together

612
00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:54,000
which is a good thing too because when the computer

613
00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:56,000
was going it kind of gave me that balance

614
00:20:56,000 --> 00:20:58,000
to say okay, you know what

615
00:20:58,000 --> 00:21:00,000
I'm gonna clear my head

616
00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:02,000
but you know what though, you never showed it, that's another thing

617
00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:04,000
you never showed it

618
00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:06,000
you would have never known

619
00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:08,000
and that's like the energy

620
00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:10,000
as a leader too

621
00:21:10,000 --> 00:21:12,000
you showed good leader skills

622
00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:14,000
because you could have showed it to me

623
00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:16,000
like bro, we fried

624
00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:18,000
we done

625
00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:20,000
but you didn't even tell me

626
00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:22,000
you was going through this

627
00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:24,000
none of that, I just

628
00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:26,000
found it out this

629
00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:28,000
you know what I'm saying

630
00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:30,000
it always

631
00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:32,000
that always is a thing

632
00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:34,000
that's why I said, being consistent

633
00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:36,000
if it's consistency

634
00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:38,000
you know

635
00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:40,000
thank god for my parents

636
00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:42,000
because they always saw a vision

637
00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:44,000
having a vision

638
00:21:44,000 --> 00:21:46,000
is not like the case of saying

639
00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:48,000
my vision is my vision but I always had a vision

640
00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:50,000
so if it's the case

641
00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:52,000
to have people

642
00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:54,000
that's always there to consistently push you

643
00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:56,000
you know

644
00:21:56,000 --> 00:21:58,000
having a spouse that's consistently pushing you

645
00:21:58,000 --> 00:22:00,000
that's important too

646
00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,000
you know, extra, extra

647
00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:04,000
shout out wifey, consistently pushing

648
00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:06,000
shout out

649
00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:08,000
the fam

650
00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:10,000
those that look out for me

651
00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:12,000
not even saying in the case of saying it's just financial

652
00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:14,000
this is talking about just like talks

653
00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:16,000
words that y'all say

654
00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:18,000
whether you just sent me something like

655
00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:20,000
yo keep going, keep going

656
00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:22,000
don't give up, don't slow up

657
00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:24,000
that's big, that's bigger than money

658
00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:26,000
that part is

659
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,000
that shows you care

660
00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:30,000
positive energy

661
00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:32,000
is one of the biggest paybacks

662
00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:34,000
that you can give a person

663
00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:36,000
positive energy

664
00:22:36,000 --> 00:22:38,000
I ain't talking about oh I'm mad

665
00:22:38,000 --> 00:22:40,000
I'm in my

666
00:22:40,000 --> 00:22:42,000
feelings cause I'm just

667
00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:44,000
in my feelings

668
00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:46,000
you show somebody that they ain't gonna give you

669
00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:48,000
they don't wanna give you nothing

670
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:50,000
think about somebody you admire just telling you

671
00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:52,000
keep going, I see

672
00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:54,000
how much that could change somebody

673
00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:56,000
than just giving them money, that means a lot

674
00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:58,000
I mean somebody told me that I admire

675
00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:00,000
and gave me that advice

676
00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:02,000
that will push me

677
00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:04,000
like oh man I'm doing something good

678
00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:06,000
I got their attention, like they're looking

679
00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:08,000
like wow

680
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:10,000
it makes you feel elated

681
00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:12,000
it makes you feel it

682
00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:14,000
I don't take

683
00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:16,000
I've always taken the bad

684
00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:18,000
times and really just rolled them up

685
00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:20,000
and said you know what

686
00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:22,000
if I have

687
00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:24,000
to prove something to somebody

688
00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:26,000
I'm gonna prove that I can be a very positive

689
00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:28,000
person, just because the fact

690
00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:30,000
of, cause you can

691
00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:32,000
somebody's negatives can really sweep

692
00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:34,000
you in quickly if you allow it

693
00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:36,000
and I had an incident

694
00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:38,000
I mean you right and I

695
00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:40,000
forgive myself and I hope

696
00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:42,000
God forgives me

697
00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:44,000
we get in that moment

698
00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:46,000
since we talked to other people

699
00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:48,000
and pointed out their stuff

700
00:23:48,000 --> 00:23:50,000
I was in the room this week, I let something

701
00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:52,000
get to me and that was it

702
00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:54,000
I asked for forgiveness and he's

703
00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:56,000
right, you can let something

704
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:58,000
cause it always comes at you

705
00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:00,000
when you're changing, when you're trying to do better

706
00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,000
when you're trying to mature

707
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:04,000
like you said

708
00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:06,000
everything just start falling out

709
00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:08,000
like I'm on the rise

710
00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:10,000
and things looking good, them trials are gonna come

711
00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:12,000
the devil come in

712
00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:14,000
sweep you, sweep

713
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:16,000
black tail right off your feet

714
00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:18,000
you just came from being there

715
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,000
and you're going somewhere up

716
00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:22,000
and now the devil trying to bring you back down

717
00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:24,000
it's easy

718
00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:26,000
but being consistent

719
00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:28,000
you always gonna find yourself back on track

720
00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:30,000
if you're not

721
00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:32,000
consistent when these storms come

722
00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:34,000
it might take you back

723
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,000
you might fall this time, you might fail

724
00:24:36,000 --> 00:24:38,000
you might not make it out this time

725
00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:40,000
but when you're consistent

726
00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:42,000
your mind's gonna tell you, oh I did that

727
00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:44,000
but nah that ain't what I'm on

728
00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:46,000
I'ma go on your level right quick

729
00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:48,000
but then tomorrow I'll be up here

730
00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:50,000
I said what I had to say, I'ma leave it alone

731
00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:52,000
that's a

732
00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:54,000
that's a rule that some people should put

733
00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,000
for themselves

734
00:24:56,000 --> 00:24:58,000
taking that

735
00:24:58,000 --> 00:25:00,000
taking a higher road

736
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:02,000
than your situation is

737
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:04,000
your situation is gonna be so short

738
00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:06,000
only if you want it to be short

739
00:25:06,000 --> 00:25:08,000
if you want your situation to be long

740
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:10,000
it's gonna be long

741
00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:12,000
but sometimes you have to prove

742
00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:14,000
just let a person know

743
00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:16,000
and just let it be

744
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:18,000
but if you let it bother you after that

745
00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:20,000
then it's a problem

746
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:22,000
sometimes you just

747
00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:24,000
you can be quiet, you can be humble

748
00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:26,000
but it comes to that point in life

749
00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:28,000
and you know, Dwayne I told you this

750
00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:30,000
you too nice sometimes

751
00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:32,000
you just gonna have to let a person know

752
00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:34,000
and I know

753
00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:36,000
and I know it's just in you

754
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:38,000
and it's not gonna make somebody

755
00:25:38,000 --> 00:25:40,000
view you differently like I'm not gonna look at

756
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,000
Dwayne as like a bad person

757
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:44,000
because I look at how much you

758
00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:46,000
deal with too, with people

759
00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:48,000
in a disrespect

760
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:50,000
so you can't get mad at him

761
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:52,000
for just like okay enough is enough

762
00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:54,000
I just gotta let these people know

763
00:25:54,000 --> 00:25:56,000
who Dwayne Barrino is

764
00:25:56,000 --> 00:25:58,000
and then after that I'm done with it

765
00:25:58,000 --> 00:26:00,000
don't talk about it, don't

766
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,000
I'm not talking about it, you know what I'm saying

767
00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:04,000
I respect that

768
00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:06,000
the sad part is

769
00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:08,000
too though

770
00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:10,000
like I said

771
00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:12,000
some people

772
00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:14,000
just looking to get that bad energy

773
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:16,000
out of you

774
00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:18,000
and my thing is

775
00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:20,000
if somebody can get bad energy out of you

776
00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:22,000
that means they got some kind of handle on you

777
00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:24,000
and I hate that

778
00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:26,000
I hate it

779
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:28,000
my thing is

780
00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:30,000
positivity can also

781
00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:32,000
irritate somebody that's really negative

782
00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:34,000
positivity

783
00:26:34,000 --> 00:26:36,000
can irritate

784
00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:38,000
somebody that's very negative

785
00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:40,000
like my parents used to say you gotta love the hell out of them

786
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,000
you gotta love the actual real hell out of them

787
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,000
what is it gonna do

788
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,000
what is it gonna change for me to get mad

789
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,000
so we both sitting here yelling at each other

790
00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:50,000
we ain't gonna get no points across either way

791
00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,000
and that's why I said

792
00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:54,000
somebody willing to go

793
00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:56,000
back and forth with you

794
00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:58,000
it's a beautiful thing, don't get me wrong

795
00:26:58,000 --> 00:27:00,000
it's a beautiful thing but it's also an ugly thing

796
00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:02,000
because going back and forth

797
00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:04,000
in the right mentality

798
00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:06,000
is good but going back and forth in the wrong mentality

799
00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:08,000
you ain't gonna get no left

800
00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:10,000
and that's why I always try to be the one that

801
00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:12,000
and I feel what you're saying

802
00:27:12,000 --> 00:27:14,000
is I'm a peaceful person

803
00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:16,000
but I've come from

804
00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:18,000
a situation of being a rowdy

805
00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:20,000
guy

806
00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,000
and getting upset over the littlest things

807
00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:24,000
like I used to let the smallest

808
00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:26,000
things get on me

809
00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:28,000
like patience was

810
00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:30,000
wow!

811
00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:32,000
it took me going to a jail cell, getting locked up

812
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:34,000
this building where we're at right now

813
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:36,000
before all of this was right here

814
00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:38,000
and this just used to be an empty shell

815
00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:40,000
this spot right here

816
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:42,000
taught me so much

817
00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:44,000
about being a musician

818
00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:46,000
about being a recording engineer

819
00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:48,000
about being a mixing engineer

820
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:50,000
and I'm saying this

821
00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:52,000
because the case of

822
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:54,000
I got mad

823
00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:56,000
I got upset, I got angry

824
00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:58,000
in this same place

825
00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:00,000
in the same building

826
00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:02,000
in the same area

827
00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:04,000
but I worked so hard at what I wanted

828
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:06,000
and to do better at it

829
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,000
and to get better at it

830
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:10,000
to see the potential

831
00:28:10,000 --> 00:28:12,000
and to have

832
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,000
like I said, parents that are willing

833
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,000
to take chances

834
00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:18,000
that's a big part of it

835
00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:20,000
this is one thing I want y'all to do too

836
00:28:20,000 --> 00:28:22,000
you know, parents

837
00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,000
take those little chances on your

838
00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:26,000
children

839
00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:28,000
that little small

840
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,000
even the small stuff, I said this before

841
00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,000
take the chances

842
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:34,000
on your kids, take the chances on your

843
00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:36,000
family members too, don't forget about your

844
00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:38,000
family members too, because some family members need that help

845
00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:40,000
too, and you see that they have

846
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:42,000
the potential and ability, friends

847
00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:44,000
too, let me say this

848
00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:46,000
and that goes along with the conversation

849
00:28:46,000 --> 00:28:48,000
about relationships earlier, friends too

850
00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:50,000
check your friends, study your kids

851
00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:52,000
study, learn these

852
00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:54,000
read into what they do

853
00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:56,000
we got into it, study them

854
00:28:56,000 --> 00:28:58,000
learn it, you know what I'm saying

855
00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:00,000
and you know

856
00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:02,000
invest in them, you know

857
00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,000
watch them blossom and grow, you know what I'm saying

858
00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:06,000
they only going to be what you

859
00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:08,000
invest in them and put in them

860
00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:10,000
I mean some are, the eyes are making

861
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:12,000
it without that support

862
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:14,000
and the investments

863
00:29:14,000 --> 00:29:16,000
are slightly less likely

864
00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:18,000
than having that support

865
00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:20,000
and having that push

866
00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:22,000
you know what I'm saying, so it's good to learn

867
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some kids require more

868
00:29:24,000 --> 00:29:26,000
push, more attention

869
00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:28,000
more people, you know what I'm saying

870
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yeah, that's why

871
00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:32,000
studying, educating

872
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reading, researching

873
00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:36,000
the equipment you have

874
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:38,000
the people you have in your life

875
00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:40,000
is important, get to know people

876
00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:42,000
and things

877
00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:44,000
now your focus

878
00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:46,000
should be different now

879
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:48,000
it should, it should

880
00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:50,000
podcast

881
00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:52,000
we just broke it down so nice

882
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:54,000
I gave you an aspect

883
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:56,000
to look at, I gave you the ingredients

884
00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:58,000
I gave you the ratios

885
00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:00,000
of what things go on

886
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:02,000
with

887
00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:04,000
how

888
00:30:04,000 --> 00:30:06,000
realistic life

889
00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:08,000
can sometimes line up with

890
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:10,000
other things in your life that you're going through

891
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:12,000
or you know

892
00:30:12,000 --> 00:30:14,000
like I said I just used the situation to totally

893
00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:16,000
something that I needed to learn

894
00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:18,000
a piece of equipment and put that with life

895
00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:20,000
that gave me the mentality

896
00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:22,000
to have this idea of saying

897
00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:24,000
okay, you know what

898
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:26,000
I have to think a little differently

899
00:30:26,000 --> 00:30:28,000
the older I get, that's one thing I've been trying to do

900
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,000
think differently

901
00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:32,000
use a whole different mindset

902
00:30:32,000 --> 00:30:34,000
than what I used to because one

903
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:36,000
you can't operate how you did when you

904
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,000
was young, you never want to go back

905
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:40,000
to doing the stuff that you used to do like you said

906
00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:42,000
you aint not making it out in situations

907
00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:44,000
it's not a thing that you're perfect

908
00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:46,000
it's not a thing that you're perfect

909
00:30:46,000 --> 00:30:48,000
but it's a thing that you're working on yourself

910
00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:50,000
working on yourself is what you want to do

911
00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:52,000
and I use

912
00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,000
Kobe as an example

913
00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:56,000
Kobe was athletic when he was young

914
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:58,000
he studied

915
00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:00,000
he studied the game

916
00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:02,000
and he got more of an isolation play

917
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:04,000
where he would get creative with his game

918
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:06,000
because he knew the athleticism was gone

919
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,000
so that's with age

920
00:31:08,000 --> 00:31:10,000
you have to study and learn

921
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:12,000
different ways I can use

922
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:14,000
you don't have to use that much energy

923
00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:16,000
make it easy on you

924
00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:18,000
that's why I say

925
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:20,000
research and man

926
00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:22,000
and my last thing to say is

927
00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:24,000
and I think I'm basically done

928
00:31:24,000 --> 00:31:26,000
don't take

929
00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:28,000
your shortcomings

930
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,000
again, I said this

931
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:32,000
don't take these shortcomings

932
00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:34,000
and let them run over you

933
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:36,000
don't let them

934
00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:38,000
we're going to

935
00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:40,000
run into a situation eventually

936
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,000
in time where we're going to go through

937
00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:44,000
some stuff

938
00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:46,000
but don't let that beat you up

939
00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:48,000
I'm building myself

940
00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:50,000
to be a better person

941
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:52,000
I'm sure Q doing the same thing

942
00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:54,000
nobody is

943
00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:56,000
and we all have that room to grow

944
00:31:56,000 --> 00:31:58,000
remember, pray

945
00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:00,000
pray these things away

946
00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:02,000
if you don't know what to do, just pray

947
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,000
whatever you want to pray to is up to you

948
00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:06,000
but again, just remember, pray

949
00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:08,000
get a better mentality

950
00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:10,000
positive, bring in that positive energy

951
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:12,000
and go back after that thing that you want

952
00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:14,000
that you want to do

953
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:16,000
it's all up to you

954
00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:18,000
again, we're not just music podcasts

955
00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:20,000
if you're already on the website, bless you

956
00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:22,000
stay tapped in

957
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:24,000
follow

958
00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:26,000
hit that follow button

959
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,000
follow everything, whatever you feel you want to follow

960
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:30,000
follow us there

961
00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:32,000
every time we drop

962
00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:34,000
it'll tell you, look, they just dropped

963
00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:36,000
hello, they just dropped

964
00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:38,000
give us your notification, also subscribe on the website

965
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:40,000
that's the best one for me

966
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:42,000
because in case of, I can get it

967
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:44,000
directly to you a whole lot faster

968
00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:46,000
and you'll be first to know

969
00:32:46,000 --> 00:32:48,000
every single thing that goes on

970
00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:50,000
again, as time goes on this year

971
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:52,000
there's going to be a lot of stuff going on

972
00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:54,000
just pay attention

973
00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:56,000
if you're not tied into

974
00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:58,000
an email

975
00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:00,000
you won't know

976
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,000
shout out to them views

977
00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:04,000
the numbers

978
00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:06,000
I'm seeing gradually people

979
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:08,000
paying more attention to what we're saying

980
00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:10,000
and y'all don't know, the more y'all pay attention

981
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,000
the more motivation it gives us

982
00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:14,000
it motivates us

983
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:16,000
to put our best foot forward

984
00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:18,000
to give y'all

985
00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:20,000
the information

986
00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:22,000
the quality

987
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,000
all this

988
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:26,000
y'all motivate us too, we don't want to just make it

989
00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:28,000
a one thing thing

990
00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:30,000
y'all motivate us and we hope we can motivate y'all

991
00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:32,000
out there in the world

992
00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:34,000
so yeah

993
00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:36,000
lastly too, remember

994
00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:38,000
get your

995
00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:40,000
get your

996
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:42,000
get your chance to go on the website

997
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:44,000
and look at everything

998
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:46,000
just go on the website and look at everything

999
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:48,000
there's a lot there too that you want to pick

1000
00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:50,000
and

1001
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:52,000
I think that's it

1002
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:54,000
that's it

1003
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,000
again

1004
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this was the Music Podcast, the one I bring up, Clifton Murdoch, out